.........Why?

  My Beloved Child,
  Why do you hold back?  Why will you not trust me?  Why do you refuse to allow my lead?  I created you....have a plan for you and love you more than you will ever know.  Why do you question me?  Do you question my motives?  That I will take everything from you?  That I will require too much?
  Really?  I created you.... I know you better than you know yourself.  I am your Father.  I sent my Son to die in your place...does that not prove my love? Do you not understand the depth of this?  Do you not understand what I have given for you?  You do not understand Me. 
  Being your Creator and your Father, I love you (to a degree you may never understand).....I know what you need.  I care about your needs, and I am waiting for you to trust Me.  Trust Me with your life.  Lay it at my feet.  I have nothing for you but love.  I will never leave you....I will be forever with you.  I will not force myself on you.  What is forced love?  Forced love is not love.  I want your love freely given.  I want you, but only of your own fruition.  Not by anything I require of you.  Give yourself to me because you want Me.  You desire your life awesomely changed.  Because you trust me.
  I will right your wrongs.  I am your answer.  I am the way, the truth and the life.  The only way.  Any path you take aside from me will lead to heart ache......and death.  I will say it one more time, ANY PATH YOU TAKE ASIDE FROM ME WILL LEAD TO HEART ACHE AND DEATH!!!!  I created the world, should I not know these things?  Are you so stubborn you need to find this for yourself?  Do you enjoy heartache?
  It burdens me so much to see you hurt.  I love you so much I've counted all your tears...none have escaped me.  Turn to me....allow me to lead you.  Lay your life at my feet.  Not only will I carry your burdens, I will carry YOU.  I LOVE YOU!
  Waiting for you.
  With more love than you'll ever know,
       Your Father (Your Daddy),
                        God